So some friends stole some items from me like video games and a camera plus medication that was cream for my foot, but the thing is it happened with only my friends and out of my supervision. I am beyond pissed and upset that it happened because I trust my friends beyond anything and to know that they left the cases of the 3DS games and camera, and believe me: I didn’t want to come to this conclusion but after searching, cleaning all of the rooms and finding no trace and the fact that I don’t lose games as I put them back in their cases, which remained behind….I had no choice. It isn’t about the games as they are replaceable but the fact that my husband and I were disrespected in our own place…I am beyond in tears and just anguished beyond this point because if I can’t trust or rely on my friends that I know deeply then who can I go to? I can’t trust my family anymore than I can throw them as they are all unreliable and often addicted to drugs and alcohol and bad people all around. A lot of them make bad choices because they can’t get out of their selfish mindset. I beyond aggravated and thus announced that parties are therefore canceled and that includes my birthday party which I always love to host and be merry in it but I cannot do it anymore because we have too many little things that can be stolen and I can’t deal with it anymore.
I’m already doing the vocational rehab and it will take months to prepare and help me find any type of jobs and we all know that finding jobs is a job on to itself and I accept it because it is true. It is true too much. I am just nervous and worried that I cannot do this job thing but I promised my husband that I would put a hundred and ten percent into this and I shall do my very best to help out, so no more school and that’s fine with me because it was going nowhere anyways. I won’t miss it. I won’t miss the staggering depression and the fact that I had to drop so many classes and get the consequences for it. I never liked it while at the same time worrying about my mental health. I don’t know why school always hurts and mangles my mind so much that I end up always getting depression in the middle of it. Oh well. I don’t understand my own mind.
Managed to make my own Facebook Cosplay page! Go check and like it.