Beauty In Cruelty

Thanks to those that wished me a happy birthday, early, during and belated. Being 30 is interesting and I’m sure to truly appreciate my 30s because like my 20s, they only come once. Funny, how that is.

New layout oncoming soon and done by my lovely once host and best friend Cristina C. She’s always on point with these layouts and honestly, as the seasons pass, I figured I needed a facelift for the blog. So, be on the lookout for a new layout very soon also, just a change in attitude on my blog and with myself.


It’s slowly picking up but honestly, it’s still a bit slow and my hours are very late from either 3 or 4 to 10:30 pm though thank goodness, it goes by quickly, I am thankful to have a job for sure. I’m making fast friends with a pair of step sisters that work together at my store and apparently, love lives happen, too with them. It’s amusing yet, I love my night crew despite some problems in the past which has been all sorted out, thank god~! At least, I work and get 2 days off instead of 3 because I think that the general manager really believes in me and was the one that hired me. Been there since April which is great to know and we’re now heading into the fall season. Summer is over and fall is coming. It’s been decided by the change of seasonal items up and already, I’m eying it all. I love Autumn/Fall and just the trappings of the pre Christmas season. What’s my plan for Halloween? I wanna work and dress up, too! Pikachu is what I’ll be this year at work!


Blood pressure is still up so back on blood pressure meds for me :/ oh well, but I am still stuck at 212 lbs and haven’t budged. BOOOOO but I’m trying my best to deal with the sciatica that bothers my legs from then and now; luckily my pain doctor managed to raise up my muscle relaxants medicine (Lorzone 700 mg) and highly recommend stretching to keep me out of physical therapy which is something I’ve been doing regularly since I seen that doctor this Monday. Though the pain before that, has been hurting me greatly but it’s something that is chronic and I’ll have to figure out a way to deal with effectively.


It’s going better with my husband, which is great because I sincerely and genuinely love him dearly. I just get so selfish and hurt him :/ I feel shitty for it.


Started a cosplay Instagram! PLEASE FOLLOW!


Commissioned a piece for my friend’s wedding for her two pets based on Edward VI and William III of England, it’s great ^^

Posted on August 29th, 2019 in Blog, pictures by Michelle. 5 Comments

I am glad that things with your job and your husband are better now. I hope things continue to get better.

And you’re gorgeous as always, Michelle. 🙂

Posted on September 1st, 2019, at 12:47 AM by Megan.

Good to hear work is going well! Though I hope your pain gets better. Pain is evil. But yay for stuff going well with your husband!

Posted on September 2nd, 2019, at 1:14 AM by Brandy.

My blood pressure has been higher as well. I’ve had to keep tabs on it at home but I’ve been slacking lately. I’ve been slacking on it though.

That art piece is awesome!

Posted on September 2nd, 2019, at 4:15 AM by Tiffany.

I was going to mention that I loved the new look on here, and I will be sure to look out for the new one as well. I am glad to hear that your job is getting better and that the problems have been sorted out. I’m hoping that your feeling better with your health, and it’s great that your husband and you are doing good now. Just followed you on IG 🙂

Posted on September 15th, 2019, at 1:46 PM by Claudine.

Aww I’m so happy to hear that work is going so well! It feels great when your manager and co-workers believe in you, doesn’t it? I’m sure you’re doing a great job and I hope things would always be awesome at work!

It’s also nice that things are going well with you and your husband. A relationship is always a work in progress and I’m glad that you guys are constantly trying your best to have a happy, loving relationship.

I love the art piece! Haha I love anything related to pets, really!