It’s been awhile since my last update and honestly? Things have been bad, terrible then good for most of the time. I mentioned that I’m getting bariatric surgery but it’s been pushed back to July (don’t know the date but I’ll be out of work for two weeks, so there’s that) due to that winter storm in February, so, I have three more meetings with the surgeon…so yeah, for me? I’m anxious to the point that it’s bringing back my depression and whatnot. It’s hurting me a lot but I’m going to see a therapist again (wish me luck!) again this Monday at 5pm, though work is great despite us losing our front end department head and me realizing that I’m still a bad judge of character and I only want to think that people are all good when they aren’t, all the time.