Eeek! Sorry for not blogging in awhile, it just proves that nothing exciting has happened in my life but I did gather a few things up. Lately it seems like people are making comments about my life and criticizing me directly other than to be mean or sticking their nose in my business. Yes, I mention one thing on facebook but it still doesn’t give them the right to yell at me on my wall, for everyone to see. It was highly embarrassing and I cried for minutes at a time, so upset. I don’t know why others have to do it, why people have to be cruel. It’s over now but I still think on it and get sad. The fact that it happened and it came from a very unlikely person still hurts. I finally sold my Xbox 360 to gain my used 3DS XL for my Animal Crossing and it’s great.
Remember it was stolen along with my peace of mind but I’m past that now. I’m doing better on that front and it doesn’t bother me anymore for which I am glad. I think I don’t care about pressing charges because it would be difficult to find this guy for which he has vanished without a trace. Hmm. I’m stronger than I look and stronger than I give myself credit for. I’ve been through so much and I forgot that and let the fear creep in. That’s fear for you, it’s only as powerful as you let it be.
Finally saw my best friend who I have not seen in many many months and which I am grateful but there is some talk that I should get new friends. Maybe because I’m neglected by my old ones? Possibly and I’ve talked to others about it and they had the voice and the reason to tell me that I might to find someone to take my best friend’s place just because I’m not treated right. I don’t know if I’m going to make friends at college but I’ll sure try and speaking of college, I have my schedule already and I’m only taking 4 semester hours to start with.
I think I even pinpointed what exactly the problem is: not being appreciated and being left out, I did mention that I was treated badly by friends but so is my husband. I just wish people wouldn’t exclude us. We are often free but I fear it might have to do with the fact that I tag along with my husband when I shouldn’t. What can I say? I love him a lot and don’t want to be apart from him. I guess I still have some remaining issues but very little. That’s why I hope to get new friends in college.
Transition to College Success: Monday & Wednesday 8:30am-9:25am
PreAlgebra: Tuesday & Thursday 8:30am-9:50am
Yes, I deliberately picked early classes so my husband could take and pick me up from school. I’m so excited otherwise! I managed to get some school supplies because I’m a nerd like that but I felt like I would need it just in case and also I love getting new school supplies! It’s always been my favorite thing about going back to school, now to get some new clothes…
I managed to see three movies this past weekend: I saw The Wolverine (which was amazing and better than Origins. Stick around during the credits. You’ll get a surprise.), The Conjuring (scared me a lot but a good movie nonetheless) and the Oz: The Great and Powerful (A good movie. I love me some James Franco. Yum!) But other than that, I’ve been extremely well. My relationship with my husband has been well but I’ve noticed that we have been fighting a lot lately but what matters is that we both apologize and hold each other. Ah, love.
Also we visited the family restaurant again and it was great. The food was great and I even got a chance to talk to the in-laws which was great. I couldn’t be more glad that I’m on a better footing with them.
Now for pictures. One is me all dolled up and the other is me in my new hoodie. Hahaha, I couldn’t resist and my birthday is coming up soon (August 8th)and I’m having a pool party for it. Yeah!