Changing of Seasons

Posted on July 29th, 2013 in Blog, Uncategorized by Michelle. 6 Comments

Eeek! Sorry for not blogging in awhile, it just proves that nothing exciting has happened in my life but I did gather a few things up. Lately it seems like people are making comments about my life and criticizing me directly other than to be mean or sticking their nose in my business. Yes, I mention one thing on facebook but it still doesn’t give them the right to yell at me on my wall, for everyone to see. It was highly embarrassing and I cried for minutes at a time, so upset. I don’t know why others have to do it, why people have to be cruel. It’s over now but I still think on it and get sad. The fact that it happened and it came from a very unlikely person still hurts. I finally sold my Xbox 360 to gain my used 3DS XL for my Animal Crossing and it’s great.

Remember it was stolen along with my peace of mind but I’m past that now. I’m doing better on that front and it doesn’t bother me anymore for which I am glad. I think I don’t care about pressing charges because it would be difficult to find this guy for which he has vanished without a trace. Hmm. I’m stronger than I look and stronger than I give myself credit for. I’ve been through so much and I forgot that and let the fear creep in. That’s fear for you, it’s only as powerful as you let it be.

Finally saw my best friend who I have not seen in many many months and which I am grateful but there is some talk that I should get new friends. Maybe because I’m neglected by my old ones? Possibly and I’ve talked to others about it and they had the voice and the reason to tell me that I might to find someone to take my best friend’s place just because I’m not treated right. I don’t know if I’m going to make friends at college but I’ll sure try and speaking of college, I have my schedule already and I’m only taking 4 semester hours to start with.

I think I even pinpointed what exactly the problem is: not being appreciated and being left out, I did mention that I was treated badly by friends but so is my husband. I just wish people wouldn’t exclude us. We are often free but I fear it might have to do with the fact that I tag along with my husband when I shouldn’t. What can I say? I love him a lot and don’t want to be apart from him. I guess I still have some remaining issues but very little. That’s why I hope to get new friends in college.

Transition to College Success: Monday & Wednesday 8:30am-9:25am

PreAlgebra: Tuesday & Thursday 8:30am-9:50am

Yes, I deliberately picked early classes so my husband could take and pick me up from school. I’m so excited otherwise! I managed to get some school supplies because I’m a nerd like that but I felt like I would need it just in case and also I love getting new school supplies! It’s always been my favorite thing about going back to school, now to get some new clothes…

I managed to see three movies this past weekend: I saw The Wolverine (which was amazing and better than Origins. Stick around during the credits. You’ll get a surprise.),  The Conjuring (scared me a lot but a good movie nonetheless) and the Oz: The Great and Powerful (A good movie. I love me some James Franco. Yum!) But other than that, I’ve been extremely well. My relationship with my husband has been well but I’ve noticed that we have been fighting a lot lately but what matters is that we both apologize and hold each other. Ah, love.

Also we visited the family restaurant again and it was great. The food was great and I even got a chance to talk to the in-laws which was great. I couldn’t be more glad that I’m on a better footing with them.

Now for pictures. One is me all dolled up and the other is me in my new hoodie. Hahaha, I couldn’t resist and my birthday is coming up soon (August 8th)and I’m having a pool party for it. Yeah!

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Posted on August 1st, 2013, at 8:35 AM by Esme.

Sorry to hear about people making mean comments to you. No one deserves that, and it’s really hard to ignore, especially if people post on your Facebook wall.
Good luck with college, I hope you make a lot of new friends :). I tend to pick morning classes as well, so that I don’t waste a whole day :S.
I’ve heard good things about The Wolverine and The Conjuring. I really want to watch both but I don’t have the time/money/friends to watch them with haha.
Happy early birthday!

Posted on August 3rd, 2013, at 9:26 AM by Kaynil.

That’s cool with the class times, while it may be annoying getting up it is great having most of the day for yourself. I can understand the wanting to be with your husband most of the time out, I tend to do the same with my partner. It is odd we don’t go together to friend’s gatherings.

It is great you are being optimistic. I am sure you will meet new friends soon in college. 😀

Posted on August 3rd, 2013, at 5:07 PM by Becca.

I’m sorry to hear that people are being nosy and mean! The only reason that anyone would yell at someone else on Facebook is just to be mean and to embarrass them in front of everyone else. But really, they’re the ones embarrassing themselves for doing it to begin with. So I would just delete the post and move on! Obviously they aren’t your friend if they do that.

Oooh! I’ve been really wanting to see the new Wolverine! Me and my boyfriend have been watching the X-Men movies to prepare for it. We have to watch the third one still but then we can go see it! Thanks for the heads up about the ending. 🙂

Posted on August 4th, 2013, at 9:26 PM by Cat.

Aw, sorry about the mean people 🙁 I hope you’re feeling better from that. That sucks that the guy from the assault vanished though. I think I would still press charges. He shouldn’t be able to get away with what he did.

Good luck with your college classes! I hope you’ll be able to make some new friends. Even though I liked my friends from the past, it was hard to stay in touch with them, and I ended up making new friends in college anyway.

I have the original version of that Mass Effect hoodie! I love it. I’ve been tempted to get the new and improved one, but my old one is still in good shape. I guess I’ll be good and hold off on getting another, haha.

Posted on August 6th, 2013, at 9:45 PM by Agent Q.

I really thought that peers around your age would grow up and not be so childish like this. I’m terribly sorry to hear about it. I like your resilience though. Do what you can and treat your college as a chance for a fresh start. I’m sure you’ll make a few good friends that you’d be willing to spend more time with. 🙂 I’ll see if I have the time to watch these films. If so, and I like the rating/trailer, I’ll watch them.

Posted on August 9th, 2013, at 5:50 AM by J.T..

People can be cruel. I’d just delete people like that from Facebook if I were you. We all go through things in life … and they obviously don’t have your best interest at heart or really care about you.

I want to sell my XBOX 360 as well, along with all the games. I would prefer a PlayStation or maybe a Wii!

I’ve heard The Conjuring was very scary indeed. I almost don’t want to see it now. That food looks great!

Good luck with your classes! Your header is great by the way! 🙂