It’s October, already! Whoa, what happened to the year so far? Where has it gone? I swear that it was January last week and now, it’s October and nearing the end of the year, which is weird considering all the events of 2020 so far-not even mentioning the pandemic and the early weeks of it and how has my life has changed? Just a bit. Work is good and I’ve been doing good despite the many panic attacks happening and nightmares that are bothering me each and every morning and I wonder if it has to do with extensive therapy sessions every Monday at 9am.
I hate how it’s going on and how difficult it has been for me to really put the lessons of therapy for myself, and I’ve been talking to my therapist for maybe a few months or so? Maybe. Having BPD has made a lot of things tougher than I realized and really does effect my interpersonal relationships with people etc; I honestly don’t know how I’m doing at the very end. Hopefully, I feel or get a clue to feeling better.
Then I decided to play some PSP games and if you remember this portable system from Sony, then you know that it failed but it still had a lot of great games and I have a lot of the Persona games that aren’t 4, and 5. I’ve been playing Persona 1. It’s really different from 3 and on ward but it’s great none the less if one gives it a try.
Also, it’s getting colder here…