For Clarity’s Sake Once More

Posted on March 26th, 2018 in Blog, pictures by Michelle. 5 Comments

It’s been a very long and boring week but in the end, I had to end a friendship over a misunderstanding which I do regret and wish them well and reconnected with my aunt and apologize for my behavior after what happened last year with the death in the family. Though yesterday on the 25th, was something magical even if it was my maternal grandfather’s birthday and how we lost him about 5 years ago. Did it happen or not? It feels like it hadn’t but it did, and that is what throws me everything especially after the recent death in the family, which hurts even now if however dull it is. I can’t fathom the anguish that my family feels and just in general from all that has happened, though of course, even if I don’t believe in Christianity, I still have habits praying for their happiness and well being.

I guess it’s been forever since I’ve done a proper blog entry as the previous one was thrown together so hastily, and so here we are.

Here we and while, I did a lot on the 25th, I enjoyed the hell out of it as I’ve been depressed and colorless, it was nice to get out of the house to just spend the day with a friend and this friend took out to eat for our belated anniversary, which was on the 9th of this month (March) and we went to Pei Wei and while I liked it, it wasn’t the best but I did learn about how to eat in China thanks to a friend that went to China for nearly 3 weeks to visit his student girlfriend, which he intents to marry eventually.

Teriyaki Sushi (I normally hate Sushi, but this was delicious)
It was fine though the Orange Chicken was a bit too spicy 
Then, we took advantage of going to Toys R Us for their clearance sale and while it was disheartening as I learned that the founder has died days before at age 94 and I can’t imagine how he felt if he had cognitive functions that the business he built up from the late 1940s was gone in 2018. 1948.  70 years and it is gone now and the childhood that we once had and dreamt of is gone. Vanished as almost everything is just ending up in bankruptcy. Why did the times change? I dunno, but it hurts to know that something you love is gone.

Me in a toy land cruiser from Star Wars
Though despite this: I lost some weight! I don’t know how much exactly but the changes in my body are staggering and I couldn’t be grateful for my health and having children in the future which I feared that I may never have because of my weight which held me back and could stop/most definitely stop me from having a healthy pregnancy.

Recently saw two movies: The Disaster Artist which was hilarious and definitely makes me wanna watch the worst movie that is actually so bad that it’s good: The Room and Pacific Rim: Uprising, which wasn’t as smart as the first one that made me fall in love with the first film. Too bad that they did everything wrong and made it into a pure action film.


I’m not a big fan of sushi either. I recently went out with some coworkers to sushi and managed to make my way through lunch, but definitely would not be going again, haha. I haven’t been to Pei Wei in such a long time! My favorite Chinese restaurant is a little local restaurant by my parent’s house that has the BEST crab rangoon!

I can definitely tell the difference in your weight between the first and second picture! Keep it up!

Posted on March 29th, 2018, at 2:53 PM by Kenny.

I’m sorry about your friendship ending. I’ve ended friendships before. It’s never easy. Congratulations on your weight loss. You’re gorgeous, as always. 🙂

Posted on April 2nd, 2018, at 5:53 AM by Xian.

I love Sushi! XD HAHAHAHA! I just happen to love any japanese foods as long as it’s not spicy XD HAHAHA! Anyways, that’s sad news for Toy R Us where it used to be the all source of kids happiness 🙁 Also, that’s good, you should go out and have fun when you’re feeling sad or blue! At least you have an outlet and not to make everything bad all through out the day! Keep them up 🙂

Posted on April 2nd, 2018, at 10:57 PM by Deanna.

Great job on the weight loss! I need to start exercising too so I can be in tip top shape for getting pregnant. Good luck with your future endeavors!

Posted on April 4th, 2018, at 5:53 AM by Georgie.

You look like you’ve lost a lot of weight not just in the past month but in the past year too 🙂

It’s a shame about Toys R Us, I know someone who works at a store here in Australia but they’ve been told nothing about the fact that they’ll lose their jobs soon. I don’t see a point in hiding it…!

The Room is definitely worth watching for a laugh. Yes, it’s so bad it’s good. And super quotable as well.