On The Right Foot, Today

Posted on January 4th, 2018 in Blog, pictures by Michelle. 4 Comments

I didn’t see my younger brother or even go to his graduation…I guess I’m not close to him like I thought because I didn’t matter in the end. I just didn’t matter from someone that I literally and had no choice in raising because of my single mother and her damn narcissism which equaled a lot of abuse in various ways minus sexually of course, yet, still, that stings. Oh well, I won’t be talking to him for awhile because I am not worth anything to him, and that saddens me greatly.

I do remember when my parents took him home, and yet, he treats me like garbage, like the rest of my family.

I finished a few games in the down time:

Nier Automata

(which I have to continually play over to get the right/true ending)

Danganronpa V3

Which had an overall weak and maybe disappointing ending
And while my neighbor went out of town from the 19th to the 1st of Jan, I ended up looking after her dogs: A Rottweiler named Roxie and a Puggle named Sage, but apparently, it wasn’t meant to be and I only ended up keeping them for about a week and a half due to the fact that Roxie became incredibility stressed and began to get destructive like defecate and/urinate and even destroy things: because she ended up eating two packs of Twizzlers, a box and a half of SourPatch candy candies and a whole loaf of bread. Plus, Marley was extremely jealous and then, I ended up looking after my other neighbor’s dogs that she had over from her son’s-two dogs a boxer mix named Bentley, and a Husky mix Sabit-All girls mind you, and so, it was interesting to say the least.

Christmas and Christmas Eve were nightmares but luckily, that is over now, and that I can focus on the things that matter like fulfilling life long goals and just doing better-as much as I can because a lot has changed for the better and I even frankly asked my husband if things have changed with me and he said yes, and knowing that I am trying helps a lot too.

Yeah, also seeing my orthodontist Monday in regards to braces but most of the day is booked with helping my nana get her Chocolate Lab Sarge fixed, to seeing my therapist, and getting my eye exam done because it is time to get them, and I think this time, I was ask for scratch resistant lenses even if we have to pay extra for it, I don’t care because I always scratch up my lenses pretty badly and I could benefit from this, extremely so.

My New Years’ Resolutions, which is extremely easy but something that I always work on regardless of a new year, but it puts it into perspective, honestly.

 

To be honest, last year…I just survived it all; the tragedy in my personal and family life.


I’m sorry the holidays didn’t go well for you! *hug* But good luck with your new year goals! I really should watch the other Pokemon movies. While I’m not huge on the anime, I do love the movies.
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Posted on January 5th, 2018, at 4:29 PM by Megan.

Happy engagement anniversary! Congrats on surviving 2017 and I hope 2018 will be much better for you. Because the only way to go when you are down is to go up. 🙂

Posted on January 6th, 2018, at 4:47 PM by Sakura.

I’m sorry to hear about your struggles in your life in general. The important thing is that we choose to fight everyday and not give in, because there’s always light after a long, dark tunnel. I hope you will be able to get through this and that this will make you even more stronger and help you grow more as an individual.

I do hope your situation will get better in time.
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Posted on January 6th, 2018, at 4:48 PM by Senyth.

Happy Anivversary. I hope 2018 is much better for you. 🙂
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