So, I’m turning (I am)25, but what does that entail? A whole lot of growth, and change. Change for what? The better, of course, but that’s not it. It’s about me having my place in the world, and sticking to it, and realizing it isn’t so bad in society. Sure society can be problematic, but I firmly know who I am, what I am in the bigger scope of things. I know the kind of person I should be, and though I have issues, it isn’t too bad. But who doesn’t have issues? We all, sometimes they are big or small, but one thing is that I don’t let it get me down anymore.
So, I’ve been out for a week, and how has that week been? Glorious. I didn’t mention that I was trying to change, and be different, yet, I am trying to be. I’m trying to respect my husband more, and trying to listen to more what is right. He only has my best interests at heart, and I realized that in Millwood(the mental hospital), as I realized so much. The experience really imprinted on me, so traumatic, but in a good way. I guess, I don’t need to go back to it, anymore.