TW: Cutting/Self Injury and Depression
So, I relapsed into bad habits. I think for what it’s worth, I did try to resist but I’m not going to beat myself up about it. I’m going to grow from it and move on. Everyday is such a struggle but I know it’s okay to cry, to go back and be scared of change. But the thing is not to dwell on it but rather get up and go forward. I had a friend visit me yesterday and I just sobbed into his shoulder. It felt so good to cry, to let it all out. He was really there for me and I appreciate it. It’s okay to joke about these things but there is a fine line between recovery and relapse. A very fine line I walked and fell through.
TW: Rape and Cutting
So, unexpectedly it snowed! I’m talking about snow snow and not any of that ice snow. Or ice that masquerades as snow. It genuinely was snow and I couldn’t been happier. Why? Because it never really snows in Texas or DFW. I played in it and took pictures and one picture is of me smiling. It went away after a day or so which sadden me but I had fun in it and that’s all that matters.