Thanks everyone for the comments on my previous post, but honestly, it’s true. There will be some ups and downs and it’s up to the people in the relationship to get through it okay or not. But, yesterday was a clusterfuck for so many reasons like my period and just not feeling well in general, and I told everyone that there were plans to see Rocky Horror and Repo the Genetic Opera back to back, and no one came save for one friend. Well it didn’t matter because last night was AMAZING! Went to the Lakewood Theater in downtown Dallas, Texas and BAM! It was crowded at first as parking was a bitch, but luckily when we took our seats, we realized what we were in for. There was a live cast that meant to shadow the screen and the movie playing. I thought it was pretty dead on most of the time.
It hasn’t been easy in the slightest to be honest. I almost lost my husband for real. I felt like giving up because I had all this resentment for him always being right about everything (however childish that sounds) and the fact that I felt like I was being treated like a child, and given no responsibilities of my own. That he probably no longer loved me because of his comments about money, but he cried with me. He cried while I sobbed and unfolded my heart to him. I wish it wasn’t so, but I almost gave up the best part of my life, my support line because I felt weak and wanted to crumble. I wanted to give up forever and realized I had to keep fighting. The best things in life are worth fighting for. I changed my life for the better, and there was no way that I wanted to lose that chance for happiness I had.