Arrows and Light

Posted on February 23rd, 2014 in Blog, Uncategorized by Michelle. 5 Comments

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Sorry for scaring everyone…it’s just that I relapsed, but not so badly as I did before. Still, it was frightening for me and I had no idea what was going on. It’s never good when I’m dealing with my depression but I know the main triggers of it: school(wasn’t doing so well), sleep(having those nightmares), and finally fighting with my husband and with myself. Plus other things like feeling overwhelmed and letting things bottle up instead. I immediately felt better after therapy but alas, that’s always good.

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Fly, you fools

Posted on February 18th, 2014 in Blog, Uncategorized by Michelle. 3 Comments


Note: Sorry for the this entry in the depressive episode, but I am using my blog as a sort of mood journal for myself as well. I think that really helps. Don’t worry, I have a psychiatrist and therapist, so really I’m fine except for my relapse but that’s only one time and I’m bound/determined to get better from it.


So, things changed indeed with my pill dosage. I’m now weaning off Celexa, taking 10mg instead of 10 mg twice a day and started Lexapro 10mg at the same time. It’s going to be interesting to say the least but that’s not all that has changed. My mood stabilizer also went up to 600 mg twice a day instead of 300 mg three times a day. Woot. That means the feeling of tiredness is going to be increased. Hooray for that, but when I do find the right combination again, I should be fine. It’s just these damn side effects. I think I cried once when I saw my pills and how huge they were, but they represented far more than I realized.

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