It’s an update which oh my god, I can’t believe I’ve forgotten to do! I’m alive but slowly, busy with life and trying to figure out how to best better me in this month that I have left with FMLA. And since the virus has gotten worse, we’re in a pandemic. So, that’s what I’m doing-bettering myself by using teladoc which has been available for free for certain insurances, and I’ve been taking advantage of that and set up numerous appointments with one therapist, though I have to realize that my spending money has a deep rooted cause and I’m doing what I can to fix and manage the urges. Wish my luck, y’all.

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May 03, 2020 by Michelle 3

 

It’s been a long while since I’ve updated but I’ve been so swamped with work and since I’m a cashier for a grocery store, I’ve become essential and that’s put a lot of strain on me, already full of issues and trauma more than most people. I’ve been trying to be strong but I caved and self harmed three times in just three weeks and finally decided to fix my mental health by finally taking my grief after losing my therapist, my social worker, and contacting another one and I’ll be talking to them; and with work bringing me to tears all the time, I was finally sat down by my store manager and assistant manger as they were worried about me.

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April 13, 2020 by Michelle 5