So, You Wanted The Truth?

Apparently, despite my best efforts to try, I always end up sabotaging myself, and it hurts because there is still some part that does wanna succeed but like before, I am afraid. Fear always does that to a person and I, too. I hate the fact that I’m allowing fear, the worst kind, hurt and hinder me from growing as a person should and be a functional human being; So I’ve decided to send out for SSI, which is Supplement Income for those that cannot work and I am filing for myself, since I don’t work and we need the extra income. I’ve been terrible with impulsiveness, and have hurt my husband yet again, but like before, I am still trying-trying my hardest to continue being what I should be honest with myself and my husband. I need to be in order mature in our relationship and it will be 5 years on March 9th, and I cannot believe that it’s been that long, too! On the plus side, we’ve been together for 11 years and wowzers, how time flies and while there were some tribulations and sorrow, we’ve managed to make it through despite my mother in law’s doubts and cruel words.


Michael (bro), Kiara (bro’s girlfriend), Marley and Me in the dress

Pupusas with Curtido (Pickled Cabbage) and all Salvadorean food

Posted on February 7th, 2018 in Blog, pictures by Michelle. 6 Comments

Congrats on your soon to be 5th year anniversary with your husband Mar 9! That’s awesome you two have been together for 11 years. That’s a long time. Marley looks like such a sweet dog 🙂 It’s wonderful that your brother came to visit. It’s good to be with people you love when in times of tribulation.

Posted on February 11th, 2018, at 11:28 AM by Jane.

Is the pictured food like pancakes? They look yummy! (Or I’m just really hungry…)

I noticed I have self-sabotage tendencies, too. I blame my upbringing, because I was raised to fail and be dependent on my guardians. Quite the double-whammy. But I continue pushing onward, and I have hope. My faith helps.

Good luck to you!

Posted on February 11th, 2018, at 12:07 PM by Jane Murguia.

I hope you feel better soon. All the best! x

Posted on February 13th, 2018, at 12:30 PM by Amy.

Happy Anniversary!

I hope things get a lot better for you and the extra income helps. That can’t be great to deal with.

I love the pictures of Marley. So cute!

Posted on February 18th, 2018, at 10:44 PM by Ongaku.

I’m glad you get to spend some time with your brother. Hehe, marley is so cute in all those pictures, you can tell he knows he is the star. XD

I’ve never had pupusas before but they look really yummy!

Posted on February 19th, 2018, at 4:57 PM by Lucien.

Happy Anniversary! My best wishes that you may have other 55 years and more like these. 🙂 🙂

Sorry for replying so late, I just saw your comment.
I completely agree with you, that’s why I immediately reported his sh*tty behavior to Amazon – they assured me they’d pass everything to the people in charge of dealing with the marketplace sellers…but I have a bad feeling they will do nothing but scold or limit his activity, when imo he should be banned.