It has been a while since I’ve blogged, thus, I wanted to share what’s been going on in a new format that I quite like.
Managed to celebrate mine and Jose’s 6th year wedding anniversary and while, it’s been a difficult 6 years, it has really been worth it, honestly, too. I was asked if I was happy in my marriage and I am despite not expressing my emotions good enough. Still, 6 years. 6 years. Where did the time go? Where did the memories go? And in time, we’ve done a lot and been through so much because of me and my own issues, but I’m happy that he’s stuck by me all this time.
An update is that despite the infighting with my hair, I managed a compromise with it and I quite love it despite it now, needing a new trim on it. The whole fact was that Jose was scared and overacted on the issue of letting me shave my hair off and I can see where he is coming from but in the end, it is really my decision and he managed to respect it in the end.
Finished with my psychological testing and it seems that I have still problems like…
BPD aka Borderline Personality Disorder, which, is a condition characterized by difficulties regulating emotion. This means that people who experience BPD feel emotions intensely and for extended periods of time, and it is harder for them to return to a stable baseline after an emotionally triggering event. –Source
Bipolar Disorder is a mental illness that causes dramatic shifts in a person’s mood
, energy and ability to think clearly. –Source
PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) is a mental health condition that’s triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or witnessing it.
Symptoms may include flashbacks, nightmares and severe anxiety, as well as uncontrollable thoughts about the event. –Source
But it’s being treated and I’m putting in the effort of not giving into impulses and just being around a good functional person,
now about finding a job…
Had to celebrate with food! Had to, had to, because honestly, what is better than eating great food? I mean, I think I gained a few pounds back but I can lose them again, for sure but, food, man!
And the food…